|This is me, in one word, A-B-A-N-D-O-N-M-E-N-T.|
abandonment - the act of giving something up
rejection - the act of rejecting something
|2.||withdrawing support or help despite allegiance or responsibility |
withdrawal - the act of withdrawing
|3.||the voluntary surrender without attempting to reclaim it or give it away |
November 12, 2012
November 2, 2012
Years loss because of overwhelming shame.
Day after day of guilt ridden feelings.
Struggles of endless confusion.
Grieving a life that could've been.
Stolen true personalities.
Loss and never finding you.
Questioning, who are you?
Destroyed trust, loyalty.
Forever issues with relationships.
Tears of pain and worthlessness.
Faking smiles and laughter.
Hurting physically with the burden.
Secrets owning us, dark and disgusting.
Afraid of crowds, being alone.
Lack of filters.
Abandoned by loved ones.
Always drowning in flashbacks.
Triggers sinking in without warning.
Talk to heal.
Generalization to spare those unharmed.
Graphic discretion sparing self.
Really, what IT is.